Not to be found

I wonder where have I been
Where is the soul that used to be mine
'Cause I'm lost inside a somewhere
In a place I still need to find

I'm far away and still here
Stuck in this body of mine
My heart is not crying a tear
And I'm nowhere inside this mind

I try to think and there is no memory
I try to breathe and don't feel the need
And still I feel the pain in this body
But it doesn't hurt when it starts to bleed

I was wishing for a life vacation
For a while to live in someone else
And now it is my intention
To come back, but can't find myself

There is no wish to do a thing
Not a wish to wake up for the day
I wish I could fix my wing
To get back from where I'm far away.

I am lost, or do I feel confused?
Do I need to scream for me to be saved?
I don't know 'cause I'm still not me.
I'll sit down and keep on the wait.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008